I feel like I am going crazy. My brain is spinning, my limbs are aching, and my fingers are itching. I want to do something crazy. I want to shake things up. Shake all of the monotony that I have allowed to creep into my life onto the floor, so that I am left bright, shiny and new.
I want to skydive, get another tattoo, run a marathon, book a trip SOMEWHERE and just go right. now. I want to ignore everything that I am supposed to be doing, all of the sensible life stuff, and just do anything and everything that occurs to me on the spur of the moment.
Spring has begun, and I feel like I am still stuck in the winter rut. I am tired of sitting indoors, waiting for adventure to happen. I need to go out there and find it. I need to get away from these ordered little suburbs, and lose myself in a big, messy city. I need to meet new people, make impulse decisions, and drink too much even though I have work the next morning.
I need to go on long night drives, spend days at the beach, and go to as many festivals as possible. I need to talk and laugh as loudly as possible, dance as badly as I want, and refuse to apologise for who I am.
Europe is still three months away, and I am going stir crazy. So I am going to take this feeling, this spark, this energy that has been slowly building up over the cold winter months, and make the most of it. I'm going to harness this feeling, and let it steer me wherever it wants. And most of all: I'm going to enjoy the ride.
Who's with me?
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let me know what craziness you get up to!
thats one of the most funny ( and cool) descriptions of spring ever!!!
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if your europe trip lead you all the way to Norway , please let me know : )
yesss!
You know, my cousin and I have this motto. It goes: "just because I can", which basically comes down to what it says. Sometimes we do impulsive, spontaneous things just because we can. A few weeks ago we decided to take a day trip to a village three hours away by train, or sometimes he drops by in the middle of the night to play World of Warcraft (just because he can), and I once booked a holiday in Turkey on a 3 days notice just because I could and just because I wanted to.
I think you should do something exhilarating, thrilling, spontaneous, impulsive - why not? You'll see that it will freshen you up - but I'm sure you've figured something out by the time I've posted this comment ;)
Looking forward to read what you did with the feeling!
YES!!!!!! I think this very thought ALL THE TIME!
Where are you going in Europe?
but you should definitely go skydiving- it's SO much fun!
However, I love it when people like you are inspirational.
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But I loved this post, and it made me want for a big change too. A moment of exhileration or excitement. Let's do it!